am I?

Chandler: "I got her machine."
Joey: "her answering machine?"
Chandler: "no. interestingly enough, her leaf blower picked up."

I've had a funny week...and not in the haha-sense of the word.
I'm not sure what to do, how to act or even how to be able to carry on with this...charade? game? continuum? oh I don't even know how to label it.
not that it has to be labelled at all but it helps.

I'm just so good at being what I am, myself. would that have to change drastically? I know it does but...still? :o(