sunless

I miss the sun, the heat, the sleeping outdoors on the patio at night, getting away with going to the beach in panties and a skimpy top, going out in glitter which reflects as the sun sets, evening-swims in the warm sea, barbies, flings, making me own icecream, fooling around outdoors, spending carefree days at the nudebeach, collecting freckles, going to me fav islands with picnics a.s.o.

I went for a wee walk down to the market before, felt like early autumn, I love fall but I'm not ready for it just yet... I could smell it in the wind and it made me think. I'm used to grand weather during the Gothenburg-party and me birthdayweek. I'm used to warm weather long into September so this is a miss, I feel cheated somehow...
bring back me SUMMER, please!