pee into the wind, man!

Joey: -"Oh yeah, go for it, man. jump off the high dive, stare down the barrel of a gun, pee into the wind!"
Chandler: -"Yeah Joe, I assure youif I'm staring down the barrel of a gun, I'm pretty much peeing every which way!"

I spoke to two of me more shall I say sceptical mates today regarding me being "unsingle" as it happens, they are still convinced it's just a phase like last time that lasted a week and that I'll be "back" in time for me birthday.
'cause, as they put it, I have to admit that I'm the last person who'd give up dating and me fb's?
funny thing is though, I don't admit to anything like that at all.

I took the plunge. it's scary as hell and I might join Chandler in peeing every which way but life is all about taking risks right? :p
but why is it always harder to gamble with matters of the heart when I'm such a risk-taker in other parts of me life?

I do feel meself taking precautions, I can't help but pressing the big, red off-button.
I guess I'm only prepared to gamble with me heart so far as of yet...

I wish I would've met someone who moves according to my speedlimits but hey, that match seems impossible!
so what else can I do but hang back, watch him move and go along with his flow? I'm happy doing nothing else at the moment
'cause he's fab! ;o)

the only thing that worries me; besides me being his rebound-chick, is that I'll press off too much, get bored and terminate me chances with him. that I'll start thinking of this as a paus and just turn "single-me" back on, date and see me fb's, wellknown territory, as I know best.
as you do.