changing ones mind

I thought I was stuck in me ways.
I thought I couldn't even picture this.
I figured things'd stay as they were.

guess I took some pretty drastic measures to prove meself wrong.
the funny thing is that most of me friends doesn't seem to be onboard...or well, onboard but to them I'm still who I was, like this is just a phase...
I wonder if that is true, is this a passing notion?
am I just going through a phase?

I certainly know I'm not in it to prove something, on the contrary, I feel like I had to prove people wrong before, not now.
I surprise myself with feeling, with opening up, with wanting, with longing...

funny that I was having the time of me life in that department just two weeks ago and just see what a chance encounter landes ya! ;o)

it's just me and me twirly inside trying to make sense of it all, get used to it and allowing access...